I have
ridden in your cart, driver, waved my nude arms at villages going by, learning
the last bright routes, survivor where your flames still bite my thigh and my
ribs crack where your wheels wind.
I told it to my sister then, told her I can’t see pain
around his face but skin always has a story.Who was the last one to touch his back while he slept &
why does skin have to be such an invisible map? I want the truth before I run
too far.I want to know nothing but
what I tell myself.I want cliffs
to yearn for the pieces they lose.I want breath strong enough to rebuild the island in my chest.I want to watch him walk away while someone
else walks towards me, a gust of bluff grass, a sky untouched.
"Animals don't behave like men," he said. "If they have to fight, they fight; and if they have to kill, they kill. But they don't sit down and set their wits to work to devise ways of spoiling other creatures' lives and hurting them. They have dignity and animality."
I wanted to write “stay”
on your sides, surround
your bed with oceans
of salt. I hope he folds you
into a fox, loves you
like a splintered arrow,
brandishes the kill
of your lips. May the bouquet
of your hips wither.
May the wolves
forget your name.
but even when sleeping you could feel
him traveling away from you in his dreams
so what did you want to do love
split his head open?
you can’t make homes out of human beings
someone should have already told you that
and if he wants to leave
then let him leave
you are terrifying
and strange and beautiful something not everyone knows - from For Women who are Difficult to Love by Warsan Shire
How like an island we are in love encouraging moss & like an island we are barely moving Just to exist takes much concentration & like an island in love we have a house in our two imaginations & they intersect It strengthens the house & our feelings Unlike an island we wake up An island never sleeps That is its duty & ours to remain in love barely moving We do not want to disturb the house Do not want it to fall into the ocean that is always so nearbyItsurroundsus & is moving Like an island the ocean does not see usor care whythough we persist in loving it at one rateor another & are wakingclose together in thedark
Every
poem holds the unspeakable inside it. The unsayable... The thing that
you can't really say because it's too complicated. It's too complex for
us. Every poem has that silence deep in the center of it.